Dear Journal,
I just got back from Arkansas, and I LOVED it!!! The woods is soothing to me after a summer full of stress. I went fishing with my grandpa and my dad. The boat was kinda small, so it scared me half to death when it shook. I thought I was goona fall off the boat and get eaten by a gator(there were gators in the water, but they weren't big) but we didn't tip over. I actually caught a catfish but it wasn't a keeper. My grandpa made me sit in the chair at the front of the boat, which scared me cuz when he turns on the motor the front lifts and I go with it. He loves scaring me. Anyways, I look on facebook for interesting things and I see a picture of Jeffrey with red hair. I click on his name and it brings me to his profile. I scroll down to find something worth reading. I find a conversation between him and Avery. I read some more, and it seems as though he's flirting with her. When I see that he's talking to other pretty girls, I get jealous, even though he's not mine. I see him talking to Avery and my face gets red, I start feeling angry, I exit the page before I punch the screen out. I don't like when I'm jealous. And I very rarely am. Its just I see him flirting with other girls and other girls flirting with him(by telling him he's cute and ect.), I just loose it cuz I love him that much. There's always problems waiting around the corner for me. I almost commited suicide because of Jeffrey. Only because we went out four days(which didn't seem like enough to me) and he was the only person that I went out with that I actually LOVED. And now I want to talk to him so badly but I don't know exactly what to say. Besides, even if I say something to him, he won't reply. That makes me keep sending him messages to get his attention, which of course will make him think I'm clingy or annoying. Which I'm not. I'm just fun(: I hope I get that problem fixed... I haven't talked to him since we kissed. And the kiss is what made fall for him all over again. I shouldn't have kissed him. It was a mistake. But you know I enjoyed it 100%. So I hope he gets a chance to read this. I need him to understand me. He's the other half of my heart at the moment. He needs to know that.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I love Jeffrey. <3
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
July 28, 2011| Journal Entry #5
Dear Journal,
I'm going to Arkansas for the week tomorrow to visit my grandparents at their house in the middle of the freaking woods. That means I possibly won't be doing journals during the week. I say possibly because I'll try to get on their computer and do a few journals. Anyways, my tamagotchi died. Poor Bradley... Now I have a son named Aaron that is currently asleep. I named him after my friend Aaron, and at the same time I was watching Get Him To The Greek too. So, I'm trying to pack my bags. Its a freaking 7 hour ride. We're taking two cars cuz we've gotta pick up my aunt and bring her with us. Yeah I know. I'm confused too. The only things to do on the road are listen to my ipod, draw, play with my new son Aaron, play Angry Birds on my mom's ipad, or sleep. Boring, right? And I won't even have the whole backseat to myself. I gotta share with my dog. AND HE'S FREAKING HUGE!!!!!! I'll be cramped and uncomfortable, and if I lay down, trampled. Since we have a Hummer, my plan was to have the whole trunk area to lay down in and have room to stretch in, but my mom is the kind that likes to follow rules. So of course I can't have my own area to lay down in cuz its illegal. Bullshit... I would like to be comfortable please instead of covered in dog hair and slobber. Disgusting.
-Emmi<3
P.S. Arkansas will kinda be fun. I've got my own(CLEAN) treehouse(:
I'm going to Arkansas for the week tomorrow to visit my grandparents at their house in the middle of the freaking woods. That means I possibly won't be doing journals during the week. I say possibly because I'll try to get on their computer and do a few journals. Anyways, my tamagotchi died. Poor Bradley... Now I have a son named Aaron that is currently asleep. I named him after my friend Aaron, and at the same time I was watching Get Him To The Greek too. So, I'm trying to pack my bags. Its a freaking 7 hour ride. We're taking two cars cuz we've gotta pick up my aunt and bring her with us. Yeah I know. I'm confused too. The only things to do on the road are listen to my ipod, draw, play with my new son Aaron, play Angry Birds on my mom's ipad, or sleep. Boring, right? And I won't even have the whole backseat to myself. I gotta share with my dog. AND HE'S FREAKING HUGE!!!!!! I'll be cramped and uncomfortable, and if I lay down, trampled. Since we have a Hummer, my plan was to have the whole trunk area to lay down in and have room to stretch in, but my mom is the kind that likes to follow rules. So of course I can't have my own area to lay down in cuz its illegal. Bullshit... I would like to be comfortable please instead of covered in dog hair and slobber. Disgusting.
-Emmi<3
P.S. Arkansas will kinda be fun. I've got my own(CLEAN) treehouse(:
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
July 27, 2011| Journal Entry #4
I'm back from Yoli's house with a HUGE headache. Yoli has a cat that had kittens. The kittens are SOOO adorable and I want to keep one but my parents wouldn't let me. Dammit!! I love those kittens!!! Hold on a second... There's a lizard crawling on my wall..... Got it. Anyway, MY HAIR IS BLUEE!!!! I freaking died my hair blue!! Well, streaks of it. And it looks so cool!! I'm awesome(((: Me and Yoli were talking to my friend Joe last night hahaha we were too shy to even speak. Me and Yoli started acting hyper for no reason and I think Joe hung up...? Hahaha he officially thinks I'm weird(: Well I gotta go sleep. Get rid of this throbbing headache. Night Ya'll(:
-Emmi<3
P.S. I misss muhh boyfrennn :/
-Emmi<3
P.S. I misss muhh boyfrennn :/
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
July 26, 2011| Journal Entry #3
Dear Journal,
I'm at Yoli's house and I'm spending the night. We're going to Schlitterbahn tomorrow. How fun. And that was sarcastic by the way. Going to Schlitterbahn has COMPLETELY lost it's funness. Is funness a word? Anyway, the only reason I don't think Schlitterbahn is fun anymore is because we've went so many times already. I've already been on all of the rides. Including the kiddie rides. It's not fun anymore. But I only think one ride there is my favorite: The Cliff Hanger. It gives me an adrenaline rush, which I enjoy. So, I'm at Yoli's house, but there's one problem. JOSEPH ISN'T HERE!!!!! Damn... He's most likely at his Mom's house. Yoli's mom isn't Joseph's mom. But they have the same dad. Confused? Well, that's not the point anyway. OMG!! I'm so ready for school to come out!! I miss the drama. I miss my friends. I miss.... well I don't really miss the teachers... Except for Mrs. Elloitt. She's cool. Anyway that's enough for today. Oh, and a shout out to my friend Avery(: She's begging for me to put her in my diary hahahaha. ANYWHO, bye ya'll(((:
-Emmi<3
P.S. I missss Joseph :'(
I'm at Yoli's house and I'm spending the night. We're going to Schlitterbahn tomorrow. How fun. And that was sarcastic by the way. Going to Schlitterbahn has COMPLETELY lost it's funness. Is funness a word? Anyway, the only reason I don't think Schlitterbahn is fun anymore is because we've went so many times already. I've already been on all of the rides. Including the kiddie rides. It's not fun anymore. But I only think one ride there is my favorite: The Cliff Hanger. It gives me an adrenaline rush, which I enjoy. So, I'm at Yoli's house, but there's one problem. JOSEPH ISN'T HERE!!!!! Damn... He's most likely at his Mom's house. Yoli's mom isn't Joseph's mom. But they have the same dad. Confused? Well, that's not the point anyway. OMG!! I'm so ready for school to come out!! I miss the drama. I miss my friends. I miss.... well I don't really miss the teachers... Except for Mrs. Elloitt. She's cool. Anyway that's enough for today. Oh, and a shout out to my friend Avery(: She's begging for me to put her in my diary hahahaha. ANYWHO, bye ya'll(((:
-Emmi<3
P.S. I missss Joseph :'(
Monday, July 25, 2011
July 25, 2011| Journal Enrty #2
Dear Journal
Today was.... Well I wouldn't call it fun because of the loads of chores I had to do. Anyway, I was in the middle of making brownies when the doorbell rings. Now I'm gonna stop right there and tell you about the characters of my life story. There's Logan- I used to have a crush on him when he first moved here and he was my first kiss, there's Jeffrey- he's my ex(we went out for 4 days) and I still kinda have a crush on him, there's Tyler- he's my cousin and Jeffrey's best friend, there's Alfonso- he's super annoying and has a HUGE crush on me, there's Joseph- he's my "boyfriend" and I've known him my entire life without knowing he is in love with me, there's Yoli- she's my bestest friend in the whole wide world and is Joseph's half sister, there's my mom- she gets on my nerves sometimes but can be cool, there's Luana- she's one of my best friends and certainly the funniest, there's Cinthia- another one of my best friends but is more quiet than Luana but is the kind of person that gets into fights a lot, there's Ashleigh- she's the loudest of all of my friends and is the kind of person you'd call slut or hoe when she really isn't, and then there's Alyssa- we've been best friends since second grade and I hope it will stay that way(: Anyway, I was making brownies and the doorbell rings. It's Alfonso. He wants me to come outside. And you know I'm not going to go anywhere with him. So I told him I couldnt come outside. It's funny how he's a year older than me and I think HE'S annoying(: Hilarious.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I love youu Joseph<3
Today was.... Well I wouldn't call it fun because of the loads of chores I had to do. Anyway, I was in the middle of making brownies when the doorbell rings. Now I'm gonna stop right there and tell you about the characters of my life story. There's Logan- I used to have a crush on him when he first moved here and he was my first kiss, there's Jeffrey- he's my ex(we went out for 4 days) and I still kinda have a crush on him, there's Tyler- he's my cousin and Jeffrey's best friend, there's Alfonso- he's super annoying and has a HUGE crush on me, there's Joseph- he's my "boyfriend" and I've known him my entire life without knowing he is in love with me, there's Yoli- she's my bestest friend in the whole wide world and is Joseph's half sister, there's my mom- she gets on my nerves sometimes but can be cool, there's Luana- she's one of my best friends and certainly the funniest, there's Cinthia- another one of my best friends but is more quiet than Luana but is the kind of person that gets into fights a lot, there's Ashleigh- she's the loudest of all of my friends and is the kind of person you'd call slut or hoe when she really isn't, and then there's Alyssa- we've been best friends since second grade and I hope it will stay that way(: Anyway, I was making brownies and the doorbell rings. It's Alfonso. He wants me to come outside. And you know I'm not going to go anywhere with him. So I told him I couldnt come outside. It's funny how he's a year older than me and I think HE'S annoying(: Hilarious.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I love youu Joseph<3
Sunday, July 24, 2011
July 24, 2011| Journal Entry #1
Dear Journal,
I'm blogging? Holy shit! I never thought that I'd be this desperate for people to know about my personal life... Anyway, my name is Emelie and I will begin blogging once everyday. It'll be just like a diary except in computer form and without sloppy handwriting. Lol. So what you might hear about from me would most likely be about fights with my mom, crushes, news for the day, or just plain random shit. It feels nice to get stuff like that off of my chest. Nice talking to ya'll and I hope you enjoy my life(: Bye.
-Emmi<3
P.S. Usually, in the ps spot, I would put something like “I love Joseph” or write something as if I were talking to someone.
I'm blogging? Holy shit! I never thought that I'd be this desperate for people to know about my personal life... Anyway, my name is Emelie and I will begin blogging once everyday. It'll be just like a diary except in computer form and without sloppy handwriting. Lol. So what you might hear about from me would most likely be about fights with my mom, crushes, news for the day, or just plain random shit. It feels nice to get stuff like that off of my chest. Nice talking to ya'll and I hope you enjoy my life(: Bye.
-Emmi<3
P.S. Usually, in the ps spot, I would put something like “I love Joseph” or write something as if I were talking to someone.
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