Dear Journal,
This week was a long week. But the interesting stuff started happening on Saturday. You can already tell that this is gonna be a long journal. So, remember last Friday when Brian came over? Well the day after that, I got a message from Courtney Kerchner saying that he asked out her friend Skylar. I called him and asked him if it was true. He said,"Baby, you're special to me and I love you. Why the fuck would I cheat on you?" I went along with that. That sounded like a good explaination and if I said that I didn't believe him, we would break up right then and there. So I told him that I believed him and we dropped it. Monday, first day of school- FUCKING AWESOME. In my first period, my friend Jada and Zakiyah sit on either side of me. In second period, Zakiyah sits in front of me and Carl Isaac decides to sit next to me. In third period, my friend Luana(Lulu) sits next to me. In fourth(also my B lunch) I have Courtney, Zakiyah, Lissette, and Eva and we all sit together at lunch. In fifth period, I've got Colton Kasper(my brudder(:), Lulu, Jada, Jonathen Delgado, Adriel Sanchez, Chris Morgan, and Josh Williams. My friends, of course. In sixth, my friends Avery Trail, Jackeline Castro, and Zach Heil. And in seventh, I have Lida H., Madi Segovia, Isela Ramos, Damion Viscaino, and Toi Tenessee. So, point is, I have atleast one of my friends in each of my classes. Lulu tells me about some dude named Jake Orlando. I never really knew the kid, only when he randomly decided to add me on facebook. Then I saw him in the halls. I'm definately in love. I even wrote on his wall saying,"Did anyone ever tell you that you're hot? ;)" and you can go check it out if you wanna. I'm going to throw this out there: I'm officially single again. If you wanna know why I was crying Thursday morning, that's why. Brian broke up with me. Why? He wants to wait till I'm in high school. Stupid, right? But I'm single and ready to mingle lol. Imma bus. And I think my next stop is Orlando... If you catch my drift. Either that, or one of these two seventh graders. I know one of their names: Chase. The other one's age is 13. I'm not sure how old Chase is, but I'm not sure what the other guy's name is either. But at lunch I saw him. I told all the girls at my table to turn around and look at him. They thought he was cute too. Then a girl named Brittany yells his direction. "Hey, how old are you?!" and the guy across from him looks at us. "Me?" Then I point at the guy we're talking to. "No, you!" And he pointed to himself. "Me?" We all nodded. "Ohh, I'm 13." And for some weird reason, we all turned around and giggled. Cuz we're dumb asses. Lol. Some random girl in my third period(Spanish- Gaddis) raised her hand and Mr. Gaddis called on her. "Mr. .... Um.... Mr. ..." and he said,"Gaddis." This fool gonna say,"Mr. Gaydis," and everyone bust out laughing. Lol Wtf? Anyway, Thursday afternoon, I was hanging out with Logan and Sean. But they didn't want anyone to know what happened, so my lips are sealed. So, today after school, I was walking to my bus. These ALA kids are hanging around a column and talking. I walk by and I hear one of them say,"There she is," and tap me on the shoulder. I'm not TRYING to be racist, but they were all black. So imagine that sentence being said with a ghetto tone. She tapped me on the shoulder and of course I'm thinking 'What the fuck did I do this time?' and she asked me,"You want a boyfriend?" And my expression was confused with hint of humor. She grabbed this boy by the arm and said,"This fool right here wants your number and is too scared to ask. So I'm doing it for him." I had the same exact face. "You wanna go out with him?" I said calmly, cuz you KNOW you ain't suppose to get a tone with black people(They'd beat my ass to the ground),"I'm taken. Sorry," and walked off. That's how you deal with situations like that. Plus, the guy she was talking about didn't look like my type. So yeah. First week of school, aleady got 3 crushes, AND got asked out. This is a record for me. Don't ruin my glory, please. Lol.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I'm an eighth grade girl crushing on two seventh grade(Possibly 3) boys. Is that normal?
Friday, August 26, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
August 19, 2011| Journal Entry #20
Dear Journal,
I totally have a new boyfriend now! His name is Brian and I love him. He's special to me(: and makes me feel special. I totally know that we're gonna be together forever. Anyways, this week was pretty fucking awesome. Especially today. Brian came over to my neighborhood and it was our day. We even have a song. Never Say Never by The Fray. He told me that out of all his girlfriends that I kissed the best. My parents don't know about him. And I don't want them to. Cuz if they found out that I was dating a 15 year old, they would flip the fuck out. I pretty much blew it when Brian was sitting on his bike in the driveway, I was inside my house, and my dad walked out the front door. I got scared for a minute so I went outside to see what was going on. Turns out, dad didn't care. He took off in his camaro and that was it. I was like,"You can come inside now lol," and we cooled off in my house for two hours. We went back outside and spent the rest of the time outside. It was fun. I believe that it very well could be the best day ever. Lol, me saying that reminds me of Spongebob,"♪It's the best day ever....♪" hahahaha. ANYWHO, I also wanna say that I'm no longer doing a journal everyday. I'm doing one every Friday. Sorry for the change up.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I <3 Brian(:
I totally have a new boyfriend now! His name is Brian and I love him. He's special to me(: and makes me feel special. I totally know that we're gonna be together forever. Anyways, this week was pretty fucking awesome. Especially today. Brian came over to my neighborhood and it was our day. We even have a song. Never Say Never by The Fray. He told me that out of all his girlfriends that I kissed the best. My parents don't know about him. And I don't want them to. Cuz if they found out that I was dating a 15 year old, they would flip the fuck out. I pretty much blew it when Brian was sitting on his bike in the driveway, I was inside my house, and my dad walked out the front door. I got scared for a minute so I went outside to see what was going on. Turns out, dad didn't care. He took off in his camaro and that was it. I was like,"You can come inside now lol," and we cooled off in my house for two hours. We went back outside and spent the rest of the time outside. It was fun. I believe that it very well could be the best day ever. Lol, me saying that reminds me of Spongebob,"♪It's the best day ever....♪" hahahaha. ANYWHO, I also wanna say that I'm no longer doing a journal everyday. I'm doing one every Friday. Sorry for the change up.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I <3 Brian(:
Monday, August 15, 2011
August 15, 2011| Journal Entry #18
Dear Journal,
Sorry about not writing in Friday's journal. I was kinda busy. Anyways, Reese came over. We went to Schlitterbahn yesterday(*yawn*) and certainly did not have any fun. Because its Schlitterbahn. In Galveston. BORING. Anyway, me and Reese stayed up late on the nights he was here. We had so much fun. Except the part when I tripped him and he hit his leg pretty hard on our coffee table. He got mad at me and, to save myself from saying anything hurtful, I had my mouth shut most of the night. I completely ignored him and his questions,"Why aren't you talking?" I felt bad for not talking to him, but everytime we're together, I always end up hurting him. But when I finally started talking was when we were watching Cyanide and Happiness on youtube. WE LAUGHED OUR ASSES OFF!!! He showed me some of his videos, which weren't nearly as funny as the ones I showed him. Stick Figures on Crack, Cyanide and Happiness, Smosh, Banana Phone The Flash, and NigaHiga were all the videos that he laughed at. We had so much fun. After I showed him the videos, we acted so high cuz we were laughing so hard. He quoted a line from a video while I was drinking water and the water shot out of my nose cuz I covered my mouth lol. We went to Shanna's house and spent most of our day there. We came back and watched T.V. But at night there was a serious moment when we were watching Lost Tapes on Animal Planet and we saw this one about an alien that ripped out of this woman's stomach attacked people from the hospital and escaped. I told Reese,"You know, it's so interesting when you think about other planets in other galaxies that probably contain life and that's where that alien thing came from." And he agreed. I also told him that when I get scared of a scary movie or something that I just say something funny about it. Sometimes we just have interesting talks. Lol.
-Emmi<3
P.S. My friend, Lida, asks me who I like now. I really and truely do not know. I've been bouncing from one boy to the next, that I haven't decided who I LOVE.
Sorry about not writing in Friday's journal. I was kinda busy. Anyways, Reese came over. We went to Schlitterbahn yesterday(*yawn*) and certainly did not have any fun. Because its Schlitterbahn. In Galveston. BORING. Anyway, me and Reese stayed up late on the nights he was here. We had so much fun. Except the part when I tripped him and he hit his leg pretty hard on our coffee table. He got mad at me and, to save myself from saying anything hurtful, I had my mouth shut most of the night. I completely ignored him and his questions,"Why aren't you talking?" I felt bad for not talking to him, but everytime we're together, I always end up hurting him. But when I finally started talking was when we were watching Cyanide and Happiness on youtube. WE LAUGHED OUR ASSES OFF!!! He showed me some of his videos, which weren't nearly as funny as the ones I showed him. Stick Figures on Crack, Cyanide and Happiness, Smosh, Banana Phone The Flash, and NigaHiga were all the videos that he laughed at. We had so much fun. After I showed him the videos, we acted so high cuz we were laughing so hard. He quoted a line from a video while I was drinking water and the water shot out of my nose cuz I covered my mouth lol. We went to Shanna's house and spent most of our day there. We came back and watched T.V. But at night there was a serious moment when we were watching Lost Tapes on Animal Planet and we saw this one about an alien that ripped out of this woman's stomach attacked people from the hospital and escaped. I told Reese,"You know, it's so interesting when you think about other planets in other galaxies that probably contain life and that's where that alien thing came from." And he agreed. I also told him that when I get scared of a scary movie or something that I just say something funny about it. Sometimes we just have interesting talks. Lol.
-Emmi<3
P.S. My friend, Lida, asks me who I like now. I really and truely do not know. I've been bouncing from one boy to the next, that I haven't decided who I LOVE.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
August 11, 2011| Journal Entry #14
Dear Journal,
Omg, I totally got flirted with today!!! I'm not exactly sure what his name is, but we flirted for 3 hours straight. Let's go back to the beginning of today's story so that I won't get you confused. I asked my dad if I could go over to Emily's house. I know what you're thinking. Why did you go to her house if you hate her so much? Because I wanted to get on the computer. Duh. Anyway, she logged on to the computer and told me about this website called Chatango. It's mostly a chat room for people that like anime. But she signed me up anyway. It was okay cuz I KINDA like anime. Anime movies and TV shows, that's it. So we signed on. I picked a person to start talking to. While I'm talking to her, I get another request to chat. And then another. Until I come to a guy. He starts acting like a gentleman. And you should know that I totally dig that. So I was crushing. In mid convo, I randomly type a heart and send it to him. Then he says,"What's the <3 for?" and I said,"Cuz I luvvv yuu(:" and he said,"You.....love.......me?" and I said,"Yeahh," and he said,"Like a friend, right?" and I said,"No....." and he said,"You love me love me?" and then I said,"Yeahh(:" And it kicked off from there. On his prof, it says that he's 15. He acted like he was 25. And don't say that he's posing. Cuz if he asked me a question like 'How old are you really?' or something like that, I wouldn't say the correct answer. You know me. EmeLIE. Lol. Anyway, he started saying cute things like *Kisses you on the cheek* and *Holds you close*. Isn't that cute? I told him to add me on facebook, and when I got on a while ago, I had a friend request. I thought that was him. Then I looked at the name. Lin something Chow. He was chinese. I thought,' That couldn't be him' and saw that we had 2 mutual friends. It was my friend Shanna and my friend Cassie that were mutuals. So I accepted the friend request and wrote on his wall,"Do I know you?" If he says that he was the one from Chatango, imma be pissed. I will never make contact with him again. He's chinese, he lives in New York, and he looks like he's over 30. Wouldn't that be disgusting? Me dating a 40-year-old man. That would also be illegal, wouldn't it? Blehh, I feel nasty thinking about it. It sends chills down my spine. WELL bye guys. My cousin Reese is coming over tomorrow!! I'm so excited!!
-Emmi<3
P.S. I'll stick with liking Joe for now. Until I figure out who this Lin person is.
Omg, I totally got flirted with today!!! I'm not exactly sure what his name is, but we flirted for 3 hours straight. Let's go back to the beginning of today's story so that I won't get you confused. I asked my dad if I could go over to Emily's house. I know what you're thinking. Why did you go to her house if you hate her so much? Because I wanted to get on the computer. Duh. Anyway, she logged on to the computer and told me about this website called Chatango. It's mostly a chat room for people that like anime. But she signed me up anyway. It was okay cuz I KINDA like anime. Anime movies and TV shows, that's it. So we signed on. I picked a person to start talking to. While I'm talking to her, I get another request to chat. And then another. Until I come to a guy. He starts acting like a gentleman. And you should know that I totally dig that. So I was crushing. In mid convo, I randomly type a heart and send it to him. Then he says,"What's the <3 for?" and I said,"Cuz I luvvv yuu(:" and he said,"You.....love.......me?" and I said,"Yeahh," and he said,"Like a friend, right?" and I said,"No....." and he said,"You love me love me?" and then I said,"Yeahh(:" And it kicked off from there. On his prof, it says that he's 15. He acted like he was 25. And don't say that he's posing. Cuz if he asked me a question like 'How old are you really?' or something like that, I wouldn't say the correct answer. You know me. EmeLIE. Lol. Anyway, he started saying cute things like *Kisses you on the cheek* and *Holds you close*. Isn't that cute? I told him to add me on facebook, and when I got on a while ago, I had a friend request. I thought that was him. Then I looked at the name. Lin something Chow. He was chinese. I thought,' That couldn't be him' and saw that we had 2 mutual friends. It was my friend Shanna and my friend Cassie that were mutuals. So I accepted the friend request and wrote on his wall,"Do I know you?" If he says that he was the one from Chatango, imma be pissed. I will never make contact with him again. He's chinese, he lives in New York, and he looks like he's over 30. Wouldn't that be disgusting? Me dating a 40-year-old man. That would also be illegal, wouldn't it? Blehh, I feel nasty thinking about it. It sends chills down my spine. WELL bye guys. My cousin Reese is coming over tomorrow!! I'm so excited!!
-Emmi<3
P.S. I'll stick with liking Joe for now. Until I figure out who this Lin person is.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
August 10, 2011| Journal Entry #13
Dear Journal,
Well, I had a fun day today. Me and my dad went to go get his haircut then we went to my old karate school. Dad works out there. Anyway, there's a daycare center in there and so I spent my day in there. There were two cute boys there, one looked about 9 and the other looked about 11 or 12. The looks-like-he's-9 boy's name was Kyle. The looks-like-he's-11-or-12 boy's name was Jonathan. They call them Pain and Johnny. And it's so funny cuz Jonathan looked just like my other friend Jonathan Delgado. He had the same hairstyle, glasses, and everything. But I know for sure that it wasn't him cuz the karate school was in Texas City. Why would Jonathan Delgado be in Texas City? Weird. Anyway, I stayed there a while and we played gymnastics and board games and card games. It was fun. Right up to the point where it was akward between me and Jonathan. You see, Johnny wanted to do Bloody Mary in the bathroom, and all the kids got excited and surrounded him. He asked,"Who wants to do it with me?" and 5 girls ran into the bathroom with him. I raised my hand. "I wanna try," and he let me in. The people outside closed the door. Johnny turned out the lights, then everyone screams except me and him. They all run out and slam the door. They left me and Johnny by ourselves. He turned on the lights."Wow........ Akward," He looked at me and said."Haha, yeah..." I said."Now what?" He asked."Oh, I don't know," I said. To prevent anymore akwardness, I walked up to him, kissed him on lips, and opened the door and left. His face was the same expression up until I left. :o <--- Just like that. That was probably his first kiss. I know he didn't expect someone that he just met, like me, to kiss him. I also noticed that him and Pain were checking me out. So I also have a reason why he'd be surprised. I mean, I was surprised when I got my first kiss from Logan, my crush. Same thing. Anyway, me and my dad left and ate dinner at Twin Peaks. He only wanted to eat there cuz this week, all of the waitresses are dressing up in school girl outfits. Wtf... ANYWHO, that's it for today. BYEEEE GUYZZZZ!!!!!
-Emmi<3
P.S. I kinda like Johnny ;)
Well, I had a fun day today. Me and my dad went to go get his haircut then we went to my old karate school. Dad works out there. Anyway, there's a daycare center in there and so I spent my day in there. There were two cute boys there, one looked about 9 and the other looked about 11 or 12. The looks-like-he's-9 boy's name was Kyle. The looks-like-he's-11-or-12 boy's name was Jonathan. They call them Pain and Johnny. And it's so funny cuz Jonathan looked just like my other friend Jonathan Delgado. He had the same hairstyle, glasses, and everything. But I know for sure that it wasn't him cuz the karate school was in Texas City. Why would Jonathan Delgado be in Texas City? Weird. Anyway, I stayed there a while and we played gymnastics and board games and card games. It was fun. Right up to the point where it was akward between me and Jonathan. You see, Johnny wanted to do Bloody Mary in the bathroom, and all the kids got excited and surrounded him. He asked,"Who wants to do it with me?" and 5 girls ran into the bathroom with him. I raised my hand. "I wanna try," and he let me in. The people outside closed the door. Johnny turned out the lights, then everyone screams except me and him. They all run out and slam the door. They left me and Johnny by ourselves. He turned on the lights."Wow........ Akward," He looked at me and said."Haha, yeah..." I said."Now what?" He asked."Oh, I don't know," I said. To prevent anymore akwardness, I walked up to him, kissed him on lips, and opened the door and left. His face was the same expression up until I left. :o <--- Just like that. That was probably his first kiss. I know he didn't expect someone that he just met, like me, to kiss him. I also noticed that him and Pain were checking me out. So I also have a reason why he'd be surprised. I mean, I was surprised when I got my first kiss from Logan, my crush. Same thing. Anyway, me and my dad left and ate dinner at Twin Peaks. He only wanted to eat there cuz this week, all of the waitresses are dressing up in school girl outfits. Wtf... ANYWHO, that's it for today. BYEEEE GUYZZZZ!!!!!
-Emmi<3
P.S. I kinda like Johnny ;)
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
August 9, 2011| Journal Entry #12
Dear Journal,
Soooo anything new with you guys? Certainly, I have no big news. Of course, we've gotta wait until the drama at school happens, which is in two weeks. Son of a bitch!!! I wish summer didn't go away that quickly. I want to actually do something FUN this summer. It seemed boring and short. And hot. Buut who cares. Well, you do apparently. You know, since you're reading this and all. But, instead of going to schlitterbahn all the fucking time, let's go to the beach. Let's go to Splash Town. Let's go to Moody Gardens. Let's go fishing. LET'S DO SOMETHING FUN!!!!!!!!! Jesus, how many times do I have to say that for it to actually happen??? I want to do something fun like Pitch, Putt, & Play, or Bowling, or go to the Movies, or go Go-Kart racing, or go to Sea World, or go Six Flags, or go to Astro World, or go to Disney World, or go to Disney LAND, or grab the youngest members of the family and go to fucking Chuck E. Cheese!!!! Anything but schlitterbahn. If we're gonna go to Schlitterbahn, make it the one in New Braunfels(However you spell it) because that one is more fun than the one in Galeston. The last time I went to New Braunfels, I was like, 6. I can barely remember the rides they had there. All I remember was the kiddie pools, the mini slides, the wave pool, the big blue and black slides, and skydiving. THAT'S IT. And I bet there was WAY more attractions in that park than I remember. Am I right?! Sclitterbahn is getting old. And as that old saying says,"Out with the old, and in with the new." It all makes sense to you now. Doesn't it? I know you got confused during my meltdown. But, again, who cares? Not me. Not you, then who? See ya'll next time with a better attitude.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I still <3 Joe(:
Soooo anything new with you guys? Certainly, I have no big news. Of course, we've gotta wait until the drama at school happens, which is in two weeks. Son of a bitch!!! I wish summer didn't go away that quickly. I want to actually do something FUN this summer. It seemed boring and short. And hot. Buut who cares. Well, you do apparently. You know, since you're reading this and all. But, instead of going to schlitterbahn all the fucking time, let's go to the beach. Let's go to Splash Town. Let's go to Moody Gardens. Let's go fishing. LET'S DO SOMETHING FUN!!!!!!!!! Jesus, how many times do I have to say that for it to actually happen??? I want to do something fun like Pitch, Putt, & Play, or Bowling, or go to the Movies, or go Go-Kart racing, or go to Sea World, or go Six Flags, or go to Astro World, or go to Disney World, or go to Disney LAND, or grab the youngest members of the family and go to fucking Chuck E. Cheese!!!! Anything but schlitterbahn. If we're gonna go to Schlitterbahn, make it the one in New Braunfels(However you spell it) because that one is more fun than the one in Galeston. The last time I went to New Braunfels, I was like, 6. I can barely remember the rides they had there. All I remember was the kiddie pools, the mini slides, the wave pool, the big blue and black slides, and skydiving. THAT'S IT. And I bet there was WAY more attractions in that park than I remember. Am I right?! Sclitterbahn is getting old. And as that old saying says,"Out with the old, and in with the new." It all makes sense to you now. Doesn't it? I know you got confused during my meltdown. But, again, who cares? Not me. Not you, then who? See ya'll next time with a better attitude.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I still <3 Joe(:
Monday, August 8, 2011
August 8, 2011| Journal Entry #11
Dear Journal,
Happy birthday, Mom!!! I wish that you don't treat me like crap most of the time!!! Anyways, I try to be nice today by making cupcakes(BY MYSELF!!!) instead of a giant "Happy Birthday, Mom!" cake. She liked them(: And, I must say, they tasted AWESOME!! Anywho, nothing really exciting happened today. And it might sound crazy, but I saw the Phineas and Ferb movie today. I know, I know. It came out a few days ago. But I didn't get a chance to see it then. Oh, and I also have a new favorite movie. Scott Pilgram vs. The World. I freaking love that movie. By the way, I met up with an old friend today. It was nice catching up(:
-Emmi<3
P.S. I <3 Joe!!!
Happy birthday, Mom!!! I wish that you don't treat me like crap most of the time!!! Anyways, I try to be nice today by making cupcakes(BY MYSELF!!!) instead of a giant "Happy Birthday, Mom!" cake. She liked them(: And, I must say, they tasted AWESOME!! Anywho, nothing really exciting happened today. And it might sound crazy, but I saw the Phineas and Ferb movie today. I know, I know. It came out a few days ago. But I didn't get a chance to see it then. Oh, and I also have a new favorite movie. Scott Pilgram vs. The World. I freaking love that movie. By the way, I met up with an old friend today. It was nice catching up(:
-Emmi<3
P.S. I <3 Joe!!!
Sunday, August 7, 2011
August 7, 2011| Journal Entry #10
Dear Journal,
Wow, tenth journal already? Cool! Anyway, since I got a membership to the Rec Center, my mom and my aunt Amber went to exercise on Saturday. Since I'm more athletic than they are, I was barely breaking a sweat in the weight room. Then we ran and/or walked around the track upstairs. They were tired of just running on treadmills. I stayed on one piece of equipment where I just stood up for 10 minutes. They were sweating buckets, where as, I was damp on my arms, face, and neck. When we went around the track upstairs, they were walking and I was jogging. I overlapped them cuz they were going too slow. They're fat :(. I could see the gym below me and the boys playing basketball. But I noticed one boy that looked familiar.... It was Tristan Caballero!! I scooted over to the wall so he couldn't see me. I didn't want him to see me. So I just ran, closer to the wall. Me and my mom went today, just in the weight room. We were tired from yesterday and went home an hour later. Later on, we go to a restraunt for my mom's birthday dinner. My mom invited her friend Cyndi(Yoli's mom, Joseph's stepmom), and since it's Sunday, Joseph will be tagging along. I don't really wanna see him anymore, because of the accident in the past. It's too long of a story to tell, so don't ask. Anyway, my cousin Reese sat on my right, Yoli sat on my left, Cyndi sat in front of me, and Joseph was diagnal from me. Anytime I'd look at Reese to talk to him, Reese interups me by saying,"He's checking you out..." and I'd laugh. I think Joseph really likes(or LOVES!!!) me and I'm really pleased by that. It's just the things he does that turns me off. I saw him pick his nose and EAT IT. But later that night, we made out. I allowed it cuz I forgot about it. I brushed my teeth afterwards. Lol. And tonight, I put make up on especially for him. Wasn't that nice of me? AND I drenched myself in perfume, too. Anyway, point is, I don't like him for the things he does. He touches me instead of being all flirty and charmy with his voice. He's the kind of boy that wants to have sex right after he dates a girl. He's also the kinda person that fails in school a lot. He was suppose to get held back in eighth grade this year, but they're being nice and placing him in nineth. He's supposed to be in tenth at the moment. Anyway, about the flirty situation. He doesn't make me feel beautiful, like some girlfriends expect their boyfriends to do. But my friend Joe does. He's all flirty with his deep voice that sounds like he's nineteen when he's actually fourteen. He makes me feel wanted and beautiful and understood. He's PERFECT for me, and I'm kinda crushing right now. And I know for sure that he's not one of those perv boys like Joseph. I bet if I told him how big my boobs were, he wouldn't obsess over it like some boys do. Keep in mind that he lives in Idaho and I've never seen him in person before. He could be the ONE. Or Joesph could be... Since I've known him my whole life. But my money's on Joe(: Bye guys!!! (:
-Emmi<3
P.S. A new crush!! I <3 Joe(:
Wow, tenth journal already? Cool! Anyway, since I got a membership to the Rec Center, my mom and my aunt Amber went to exercise on Saturday. Since I'm more athletic than they are, I was barely breaking a sweat in the weight room. Then we ran and/or walked around the track upstairs. They were tired of just running on treadmills. I stayed on one piece of equipment where I just stood up for 10 minutes. They were sweating buckets, where as, I was damp on my arms, face, and neck. When we went around the track upstairs, they were walking and I was jogging. I overlapped them cuz they were going too slow. They're fat :(. I could see the gym below me and the boys playing basketball. But I noticed one boy that looked familiar.... It was Tristan Caballero!! I scooted over to the wall so he couldn't see me. I didn't want him to see me. So I just ran, closer to the wall. Me and my mom went today, just in the weight room. We were tired from yesterday and went home an hour later. Later on, we go to a restraunt for my mom's birthday dinner. My mom invited her friend Cyndi(Yoli's mom, Joseph's stepmom), and since it's Sunday, Joseph will be tagging along. I don't really wanna see him anymore, because of the accident in the past. It's too long of a story to tell, so don't ask. Anyway, my cousin Reese sat on my right, Yoli sat on my left, Cyndi sat in front of me, and Joseph was diagnal from me. Anytime I'd look at Reese to talk to him, Reese interups me by saying,"He's checking you out..." and I'd laugh. I think Joseph really likes(or LOVES!!!) me and I'm really pleased by that. It's just the things he does that turns me off. I saw him pick his nose and EAT IT. But later that night, we made out. I allowed it cuz I forgot about it. I brushed my teeth afterwards. Lol. And tonight, I put make up on especially for him. Wasn't that nice of me? AND I drenched myself in perfume, too. Anyway, point is, I don't like him for the things he does. He touches me instead of being all flirty and charmy with his voice. He's the kind of boy that wants to have sex right after he dates a girl. He's also the kinda person that fails in school a lot. He was suppose to get held back in eighth grade this year, but they're being nice and placing him in nineth. He's supposed to be in tenth at the moment. Anyway, about the flirty situation. He doesn't make me feel beautiful, like some girlfriends expect their boyfriends to do. But my friend Joe does. He's all flirty with his deep voice that sounds like he's nineteen when he's actually fourteen. He makes me feel wanted and beautiful and understood. He's PERFECT for me, and I'm kinda crushing right now. And I know for sure that he's not one of those perv boys like Joseph. I bet if I told him how big my boobs were, he wouldn't obsess over it like some boys do. Keep in mind that he lives in Idaho and I've never seen him in person before. He could be the ONE. Or Joesph could be... Since I've known him my whole life. But my money's on Joe(: Bye guys!!! (:
-Emmi<3
P.S. A new crush!! I <3 Joe(:
Friday, August 5, 2011
August 5, 2011| Journal Entry #9
Dear Journal,
So, guess who spent the night at my house, unexpectedly? Yeah. That annoying girl, Emily. She told me she had a great time. I, on the other hand, did not. My dad walks downstairs and walks straight towards the movie shelf. I walk over to him and say,"Whacha lookin' for?" and he picks out a Michael Myers movie. "This." He said. "Ooh, Michael Myers. Cool." Emily looks over towards us. "I can't watch scary movies or else I get night terrors." My dad looked at her with a confused expression. "You do know they're not real, right?" I almost bursted out laughing because, finally, someone understands how I feel. "Yes, but my body doesn't know that." Emily said. What a nerd answer. Anyway, remember how I cleaned her room and bathroom, right? Well, I went back over to her house(for the computer, of course) and I went up to her room. Two days ago, I cleaned. Two days after, it looked like a tornado went through her bedroom and bathroom. How the hell does one person manage to pull off something like this? "Emily, I just cleaned, like, two days ago!! How is it this messy AGAIN?!" I yelled at her. "Sorry..." Emily's usual answer. I groaned. I started cleaning again. I got done in about 5 minutes. We played on the computer(mostly I did) until 3 in the afternoon. I went home and immediatly left to go get my mom's birthday present. God, doesn't just HEARING about her make you annoyed? My mom treats her like she's four. "Are you excited about going to junior high?" She asked, like she was talking to a baby. Emily shook her head. My mom laughed. We watched Hot in Cleveland and whenever something funny popped up, we would laugh, stop laughing, and Emily would ask,"Isn't that funny?" Every single time we laughed. Sometimes she'll do that when it's just us watching T.V. and I'd laugh and she'd say that. I'd be all smart-ass and say,"Well, duh, that's why I laughed." Lmao. She told me that she has an imagination of a 5-year-old and that's why she acts like one. I think it's because it was A: She was dropped on her head as a baby, B: Her parents gave her beer since she was 3 and they still do, or C: She chooses to go her own way instead of following the crowd. One of those is right. Lol, I told my mom that she doesn't like the cream sodas from Olive Garden and she said,"Wow, she's strange.." LMFAO. My parents agree that she needs to grow up. She needs to stop acting like a 5-year-old and act like a teenager. It's okay to act like kids and bring out your inner child once in a while. But not all the time. Dude, her armpits really stink and I told her,"Emily, I can smell your pits. You need to put deoderent on." "But, I took a shower today!" She said. "It doesn't matter. Showers don't make your pits smell un-musty. Deoderent isn't optional." I said. "Well, can I tell you a secret?" I stopped. 'This is definatly going in my journal!' I thought to myself. "Yeah, sure." I said. She pulled men's deoderent out of her bag. "I have to use this cuz my stink is really bad." I thought 'Oh, this is priceless' and said "Okay, well, apparently that's not working for you." I said. I ran to get my deoderent. "But this will. Secret is a better brand." She put it on. I wiped it off when she wasn't looking and put it back. Isn't she a freak? Like on Facebook if you agree.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I think I'm falling for a certain 14-year-old named Joe... :D
So, guess who spent the night at my house, unexpectedly? Yeah. That annoying girl, Emily. She told me she had a great time. I, on the other hand, did not. My dad walks downstairs and walks straight towards the movie shelf. I walk over to him and say,"Whacha lookin' for?" and he picks out a Michael Myers movie. "This." He said. "Ooh, Michael Myers. Cool." Emily looks over towards us. "I can't watch scary movies or else I get night terrors." My dad looked at her with a confused expression. "You do know they're not real, right?" I almost bursted out laughing because, finally, someone understands how I feel. "Yes, but my body doesn't know that." Emily said. What a nerd answer. Anyway, remember how I cleaned her room and bathroom, right? Well, I went back over to her house(for the computer, of course) and I went up to her room. Two days ago, I cleaned. Two days after, it looked like a tornado went through her bedroom and bathroom. How the hell does one person manage to pull off something like this? "Emily, I just cleaned, like, two days ago!! How is it this messy AGAIN?!" I yelled at her. "Sorry..." Emily's usual answer. I groaned. I started cleaning again. I got done in about 5 minutes. We played on the computer(mostly I did) until 3 in the afternoon. I went home and immediatly left to go get my mom's birthday present. God, doesn't just HEARING about her make you annoyed? My mom treats her like she's four. "Are you excited about going to junior high?" She asked, like she was talking to a baby. Emily shook her head. My mom laughed. We watched Hot in Cleveland and whenever something funny popped up, we would laugh, stop laughing, and Emily would ask,"Isn't that funny?" Every single time we laughed. Sometimes she'll do that when it's just us watching T.V. and I'd laugh and she'd say that. I'd be all smart-ass and say,"Well, duh, that's why I laughed." Lmao. She told me that she has an imagination of a 5-year-old and that's why she acts like one. I think it's because it was A: She was dropped on her head as a baby, B: Her parents gave her beer since she was 3 and they still do, or C: She chooses to go her own way instead of following the crowd. One of those is right. Lol, I told my mom that she doesn't like the cream sodas from Olive Garden and she said,"Wow, she's strange.." LMFAO. My parents agree that she needs to grow up. She needs to stop acting like a 5-year-old and act like a teenager. It's okay to act like kids and bring out your inner child once in a while. But not all the time. Dude, her armpits really stink and I told her,"Emily, I can smell your pits. You need to put deoderent on." "But, I took a shower today!" She said. "It doesn't matter. Showers don't make your pits smell un-musty. Deoderent isn't optional." I said. "Well, can I tell you a secret?" I stopped. 'This is definatly going in my journal!' I thought to myself. "Yeah, sure." I said. She pulled men's deoderent out of her bag. "I have to use this cuz my stink is really bad." I thought 'Oh, this is priceless' and said "Okay, well, apparently that's not working for you." I said. I ran to get my deoderent. "But this will. Secret is a better brand." She put it on. I wiped it off when she wasn't looking and put it back. Isn't she a freak? Like on Facebook if you agree.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I think I'm falling for a certain 14-year-old named Joe... :D
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Journal Entry #8| August 4, 2011
Dear Journal,
Wow. Just wow. The past few days that I haven't written journals are because I was at my "Friend" Emily's house. The only reason I don't like her is because she's so annoying. She told me that if she does something bad(bringing food upstairs), she gets stomachaches so bad that her mom has to ask what's wrong with her and she spills it. She told me (she has a curtain in the doorway of her closet) that if her curtain fell and she didn't pick it back up, she'd wake up in the middle of the night screaming. I mean, really? Why do you have to be such a nerd? Oh wait, let me rephrase that. Why do have to be such a freak? She has bad B.O. and uses men's deoderent. Yesterday, I got tired of seeing the messiest bathroom and bedroom ever. So I cleaned them. I started in the bathroom. Clothes, toilet paper rolls, emty toilet paper rolls, books, trash, even used pads were on the floor. It was disgusting. I cleaned the bathroom and went into Emily's bedroom. She was on her laptop at her desk mezmorized into a youtube video. I walk in with a assload of clothes and put them in the hamper. "There's this thing. It's called a dirty clothes hamper. Do you know what belongs in it? Dirty clothes." I said. She looked at me. "Why are being mean to me?" She asked. "Because you live like a pig!!!" I said. "Sorry.." She said. And that's ANOTHER annoying thing about her!!! Anytime she accidently hits me or something like that, I'll say,"You hit me." and she'd be like,"Oh, I'm sorry!" Usually when someone tells me they're sorry, I acknowledge them with a nod and a half smile. But with Emily, you have to actually say,"It's okay," or else the conversation would carry on like this: *bumps* Emily: Oh I'm sorry! Me: *No answer* Emily: I'm sorry. Me: *Still no answer* Emily: Hey, I'm sorry(Louder than before cuz she thinks you're deaf). Me, getting tired of this: It's okay!! Screaming it this time with anger. Can you be anymore annoying? She's more annoying than the Annoying Orange. Do you know that her parents let her have a sip of their beer? Maybe that's why she's crazy in the head. Anyway, anytime that I'm sitting next to her with a blank expression, she'd ask me,"Are you okay?" I'd look at her crazy and say,"Yes, I'm fine." with an annoyed tone. You should know that her laugh is more annoying than mine. And she's going to our school next year. I hope she gets all the bad teachers like Mr. Edwards. She's one of those people that loves all things anime. Books, movies, T.V. shows, she even draws them. Sometimes, people that like anime get on my nerves. If some of my friends like anime that much, well, I still love you. Cuz your room and bathroom is probably clean and you don't wake up screaming in the middle of the night because your curtain fell and you didn't bother to pick it up. If she sees this, she's gonna confront me and tell her parents. Which is bad because I won't come over anymore. I only go to her house because I'm able to play The Sims 2™ on her computer. Cuz mine broke at home. But oh well. Who really gives a shit.
-Emmi<3
P.S. If you've met Emily Nunez before, you probably feel me.
Wow. Just wow. The past few days that I haven't written journals are because I was at my "Friend" Emily's house. The only reason I don't like her is because she's so annoying. She told me that if she does something bad(bringing food upstairs), she gets stomachaches so bad that her mom has to ask what's wrong with her and she spills it. She told me (she has a curtain in the doorway of her closet) that if her curtain fell and she didn't pick it back up, she'd wake up in the middle of the night screaming. I mean, really? Why do you have to be such a nerd? Oh wait, let me rephrase that. Why do have to be such a freak? She has bad B.O. and uses men's deoderent. Yesterday, I got tired of seeing the messiest bathroom and bedroom ever. So I cleaned them. I started in the bathroom. Clothes, toilet paper rolls, emty toilet paper rolls, books, trash, even used pads were on the floor. It was disgusting. I cleaned the bathroom and went into Emily's bedroom. She was on her laptop at her desk mezmorized into a youtube video. I walk in with a assload of clothes and put them in the hamper. "There's this thing. It's called a dirty clothes hamper. Do you know what belongs in it? Dirty clothes." I said. She looked at me. "Why are being mean to me?" She asked. "Because you live like a pig!!!" I said. "Sorry.." She said. And that's ANOTHER annoying thing about her!!! Anytime she accidently hits me or something like that, I'll say,"You hit me." and she'd be like,"Oh, I'm sorry!" Usually when someone tells me they're sorry, I acknowledge them with a nod and a half smile. But with Emily, you have to actually say,"It's okay," or else the conversation would carry on like this: *bumps* Emily: Oh I'm sorry! Me: *No answer* Emily: I'm sorry. Me: *Still no answer* Emily: Hey, I'm sorry(Louder than before cuz she thinks you're deaf). Me, getting tired of this: It's okay!! Screaming it this time with anger. Can you be anymore annoying? She's more annoying than the Annoying Orange. Do you know that her parents let her have a sip of their beer? Maybe that's why she's crazy in the head. Anyway, anytime that I'm sitting next to her with a blank expression, she'd ask me,"Are you okay?" I'd look at her crazy and say,"Yes, I'm fine." with an annoyed tone. You should know that her laugh is more annoying than mine. And she's going to our school next year. I hope she gets all the bad teachers like Mr. Edwards. She's one of those people that loves all things anime. Books, movies, T.V. shows, she even draws them. Sometimes, people that like anime get on my nerves. If some of my friends like anime that much, well, I still love you. Cuz your room and bathroom is probably clean and you don't wake up screaming in the middle of the night because your curtain fell and you didn't bother to pick it up. If she sees this, she's gonna confront me and tell her parents. Which is bad because I won't come over anymore. I only go to her house because I'm able to play The Sims 2™ on her computer. Cuz mine broke at home. But oh well. Who really gives a shit.
-Emmi<3
P.S. If you've met Emily Nunez before, you probably feel me.
Monday, August 1, 2011
August 1, 2011| Journal Entry #7
Dear Journal,
Today was kinda fun. I got to sell lemonade and get $4.50 of the money. When we were selling the lemonade, I see a boy walk up to my house from across the street. I suddenly realize that it was Alfonso. I told my friends and we just sat there, watching him. We laughed, probably loud enough for him to hear. Then, I see Logan walking towards us. Alfonso sees me and starts to walk towards us. " Emelie, let's go." Logan said. "My dad wants me to stay over here." I lied. Then they just walked away. What the fuck? So we wrapped up the lemonade stand and made our way over to the park, which is where I saw them go. All of a sudden this water bottle flew over the fence and landed on me and my friend Skylar. We got drenched. Logan laughed at us and claimed that it slipped out of his hand. Anyway, my friend Emily comes up behind us and joins us. "Where the hell are we even going?" Skylar asked. "The bridge," Logan said. Skylar stopped. "I can't go to the bridge," she said. "Why not?" I asked. "My dad won't let me." She said. Me, Logan, Alfonso and Hunter(Logan's brother) walked to the bridge. Emily comes up behind us on her scooter but Skylar wasn't with her. She must've went home... When we get under the bridge, me and Logan sit at the top, Alfonso sits at our feet, and Hunter sits in between me and Logan. Emily sits further down by the water. So we just sit there and talk. Hunter keeps poking my tit and I keep grabbing his hand and making him hit himself. Not even 5 minutes, Logan's mom calls and wants him to come home. So we all get up and leave. I noticed that Alfonso was following me. So I told him to go away. All he did was throw water on the front on my shirt and runaway. I just went home. I didn't let it bother me. I'm just letting it slide for now. I'll get him back somehow... Lol.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I still love Jeffrey(((: <3
Today was kinda fun. I got to sell lemonade and get $4.50 of the money. When we were selling the lemonade, I see a boy walk up to my house from across the street. I suddenly realize that it was Alfonso. I told my friends and we just sat there, watching him. We laughed, probably loud enough for him to hear. Then, I see Logan walking towards us. Alfonso sees me and starts to walk towards us. " Emelie, let's go." Logan said. "My dad wants me to stay over here." I lied. Then they just walked away. What the fuck? So we wrapped up the lemonade stand and made our way over to the park, which is where I saw them go. All of a sudden this water bottle flew over the fence and landed on me and my friend Skylar. We got drenched. Logan laughed at us and claimed that it slipped out of his hand. Anyway, my friend Emily comes up behind us and joins us. "Where the hell are we even going?" Skylar asked. "The bridge," Logan said. Skylar stopped. "I can't go to the bridge," she said. "Why not?" I asked. "My dad won't let me." She said. Me, Logan, Alfonso and Hunter(Logan's brother) walked to the bridge. Emily comes up behind us on her scooter but Skylar wasn't with her. She must've went home... When we get under the bridge, me and Logan sit at the top, Alfonso sits at our feet, and Hunter sits in between me and Logan. Emily sits further down by the water. So we just sit there and talk. Hunter keeps poking my tit and I keep grabbing his hand and making him hit himself. Not even 5 minutes, Logan's mom calls and wants him to come home. So we all get up and leave. I noticed that Alfonso was following me. So I told him to go away. All he did was throw water on the front on my shirt and runaway. I just went home. I didn't let it bother me. I'm just letting it slide for now. I'll get him back somehow... Lol.
-Emmi<3
P.S. I still love Jeffrey(((: <3
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