Dear Journal,
Wow, tenth journal already? Cool! Anyway, since I got a membership to the Rec Center, my mom and my aunt Amber went to exercise on Saturday. Since I'm more athletic than they are, I was barely breaking a sweat in the weight room. Then we ran and/or walked around the track upstairs. They were tired of just running on treadmills. I stayed on one piece of equipment where I just stood up for 10 minutes. They were sweating buckets, where as, I was damp on my arms, face, and neck. When we went around the track upstairs, they were walking and I was jogging. I overlapped them cuz they were going too slow. They're fat :(. I could see the gym below me and the boys playing basketball. But I noticed one boy that looked familiar.... It was Tristan Caballero!! I scooted over to the wall so he couldn't see me. I didn't want him to see me. So I just ran, closer to the wall. Me and my mom went today, just in the weight room. We were tired from yesterday and went home an hour later. Later on, we go to a restraunt for my mom's birthday dinner. My mom invited her friend Cyndi(Yoli's mom, Joseph's stepmom), and since it's Sunday, Joseph will be tagging along. I don't really wanna see him anymore, because of the accident in the past. It's too long of a story to tell, so don't ask. Anyway, my cousin Reese sat on my right, Yoli sat on my left, Cyndi sat in front of me, and Joseph was diagnal from me. Anytime I'd look at Reese to talk to him, Reese interups me by saying,"He's checking you out..." and I'd laugh. I think Joseph really likes(or LOVES!!!) me and I'm really pleased by that. It's just the things he does that turns me off. I saw him pick his nose and EAT IT. But later that night, we made out. I allowed it cuz I forgot about it. I brushed my teeth afterwards. Lol. And tonight, I put make up on especially for him. Wasn't that nice of me? AND I drenched myself in perfume, too. Anyway, point is, I don't like him for the things he does. He touches me instead of being all flirty and charmy with his voice. He's the kind of boy that wants to have sex right after he dates a girl. He's also the kinda person that fails in school a lot. He was suppose to get held back in eighth grade this year, but they're being nice and placing him in nineth. He's supposed to be in tenth at the moment. Anyway, about the flirty situation. He doesn't make me feel beautiful, like some girlfriends expect their boyfriends to do. But my friend Joe does. He's all flirty with his deep voice that sounds like he's nineteen when he's actually fourteen. He makes me feel wanted and beautiful and understood. He's PERFECT for me, and I'm kinda crushing right now. And I know for sure that he's not one of those perv boys like Joseph. I bet if I told him how big my boobs were, he wouldn't obsess over it like some boys do. Keep in mind that he lives in Idaho and I've never seen him in person before. He could be the ONE. Or Joesph could be... Since I've known him my whole life. But my money's on Joe(: Bye guys!!! (:
-Emmi<3
P.S. A new crush!! I <3 Joe(:
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